Friday, April 22, 2011

Shit.

Today, my friends are coming home from school for Easter weekend. And tonight, were going out to dinner. Shit. I hate being put in this situation. How am I going to NOT eat in front of them, they'll all question me. And I can't not go, it's all my best friends and I just can't turn this down.

Secondly, my mom has noticed my weight loss. Today, she told me to "make sure that I eat." Uh...okay....apparently I'm "looking skinny and bony." Alright, not gonna lie, I take that as a compliment. I don't think I look skinny, but okay! But now I'm gonna be monitered...eeek.

Lastly, the dreaded holiday. Easter. This Sunday. Fuck. Easter=a shitload of chocolate (my weakness) along with Easter dinner. Which will be all my favorite foods, my mom already informed me. So great, I'll be binging all day long, feeling like shit about myself, then spending all night over the toilet purging until I can't. Purging chocolate sucks. Happy fucking Easter.

Eh, I can't leave this post on such a pessimistic note. On one hand, Easter is a great holiday. It's super sweet that my family will be able to celebrate together, and I'm sure it'll be a fun day. And yes, I am very excited to see all my friends again this weekend.

Anyways, here's some thinspo to finish off this cray cray posting. Have a fabulous day, bitches(:





2 comments:

  1. I fucking hate easter too. chocolate and food and blech. Im glad you get to spend time with friends and family so try to enjoy that instead of thinking about the food etc. stupid chocolate and goodies and fuck off already haha
    try to focus on the good stay strong cause i know ill need support too xoxoxox
    stupid chocolate
    @#$%^&*()
    Niks

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  2. ughhh i hate easter im so happy it's done.. all that shitty food and candy. i feel bad because my family is so religious. i fucked up so bad.. i start a fast tomorrow tho :)

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